Friday, April 18, 2003

And, I'm at work. I've never updated from work before, I feel so dirty.

However, I have a fair amount of down time 'cause what I'm working on is NOT working, so while I run some cleaning procedures I'm left with 8 minute blocks of time with nothing to fill them with, so I'm here.

So, uhm... yea... it's windy outside. Kinda coldish... I have a big window. I can see my truck outside longing me to say screw this and go home. However, in that truck is my little empty wallet longing me to stay here. Both voices are insignificant compared to my frustration and why nothing has worked forcing me to stay here until at least I find SOME explanation for the mass suckage.

For those of you that don't have jobs or majors related to science and lab work, let me explain why this is frusterating. It's like washing your windows, but somehow they get dirtier after you're done. Or trying to find your car in the parking lot, but it keeps teleporting to a different spot once you see it. Or putting coffee beans in a coffee maker but having fruit punch come out. AND HAVING NO IDEA WHY ANY OF THIS IS HAPPENING! Everything that happens defies conventional logic, and it's your job to find that teeny little thing that is different from that last time that it DID work so you can figure out why everything is going to haywire.

Sometimes, I really, really want to set the instruments on fire and throw them out the window.

*goes back to work for awhile*

Yup, that's it. Going home now.

On a related note, happy birthday Qehndrah, I love you.

Posted by Seager @ 05:28 PM CST Link |

Wednesday, April 16, 2003

Good lord I've been busy. I just became slightly unbusy, however, so hopefully I will get back to updating this more often. To reward you for your waiting, I'm going to bless you with pictures of one of the things that's been keeping me busy. Preparing for and performing with the juggling club at Veisha. I had a Devil Stick segment all to my lonesome, that despite being under prepared for and scared to death during, I pulled off really well. Yay. My performing cherry has now been popped. Road Show, here I come!

I also got in my fire Devil Sticks in as well, so I'll throw some pictures of that into the mix, and, since I'm feeling generous, I'll include Unicycle Jousting (at which I choked at during the performance and got my ass kicked). These pictures are all courtesy of Zach and his wondrous digicam. (I would have had cool thumbnail thingies but photoshop is being a bitch)

Unicycle Jousting: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4

Juggling: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10

Fire Devilsticks: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8

Qehndrah: 1 ('cause she's cute)

You can download all the above pics here (1.3m zip) or download all the uncropped/unresized (1024x768) versions, including extra pictures not included, here. (4.4m zip)

Leave a comment if you like 'em.

Posted by Seager @ 12:59 AM CST Link |

Friday, April 4, 2003

Alright gomer fuckers, in 4 days it will be the one year anniversary of this stupid thing. While driving today I thought about ending it. Y'know, making is a useful chronicle of year of my life, and let it stand alone, kind of like art. It was a pretty eventful year. It started in great depression, saw my first real job, a peace corp application, and my finding of happiness. Other stuff happened in there too, like, uhm, pranks, and funny entries, and uh.. Donuts while doing donuts. Yea. I like my life. I like that I can look back and even the hard times and find things that made me happy... like Leprosy and replacement vaginas and undead saved dead baby heaven zombies. Yea... so I'm going to keep this thing around, if nothing else so that I can look back on it again next year at this time.

I haven't updated since break, 'cause I've been busy, as usual. I'll get better soon, I promise, if you get bored read some more of my archives. I was pretty funny last year at this time. I made neat entries. *sigh* THEY WILL RETURN, BITCHES, I PROMISE.

Yea... I keep saying that...

Posted by Seager @ 10:03 PM CST Link |