10/06/2002 Entry: "in contrast"

Now, let me tell you how to start a day off shitty. This story starts a little bit after my last post (read below, real short one about how my test went well.)

When it left off I was about to go back to bed. This involves going back into my loft. As I am climbing into my loft, my ladder slips and goes crashing down onto my amp and cd players, with most of my weight on it. I managed to survive by hanging onto the loft. As I'm hanging there in the dark wondering what the fuck just happened, I noticed my amp is flashing this wierd symbol/word thingy and then proceeds to power itself off. This is not good. Upon getting my footing and turning on the light, I notice that my lava lamp that was on the CD player was shattered. That sucks. What sucks more is that the liquid is pouring, FUCKING POURING into the vents on my amp. My fucking 300 dollar amp. So I'm frantically unplugging everything, trying to not get gutted by broken glass everywhere, and somehow stop this stream of shit from fucking my amp up even more, and I realize that my eyes, throat, and hands are burning, and that I'm getting a really bad headache. So fucking great, apparently lava lamp fluid is toxic as well.

So here I sit, my amp on a towel fucking drip drying, half my crap covered in this gooey toxic shit, and trying to air out my room and most likely getting tons of fucking brain damage in the process.

All I fucking wanted to do was go back to bed. Instead I smash the shit out of my CD player and amp, flood the amp with this goo, and poison myself in the process. There aren't enough swear words in the english language for me adequately express how fucking frusterated I am right now.