10/06/2002 Entry: "stupid ass fuck twins"

HAHA YOU STUPID ASS FUCK TWINS! YOU THOUGHT I WAS ONLY GOING TO MAKE ONE ENTRY TODAY! WELL THE JOKE IS ON YOU!

Mmmm... yes... so.... apparently I am rather ... uhh... moody? Although, hey, it's getting better. Today I was happy at work, happy while biking (although I am always happy while biking), and only got un-happy around eating when I got back. Sooooo, I just got to nip the nights in the butt and maybe I'll have this thing beat, eh? It's annoying that I keep hearing new shit second hand that just fucking stabs me for some freaking reason. It shouldn't bother me, but it does. Meh. I'm listening to Tristania that Fangoria introduced me to awhile ago. It's operatic death metal. I dig.

So, I was going to post thing thing I wrote last night that I thought was worth writing down and all poetic and shit in my head, but I'm going to spare you that crap right now.

Oh, but don't worry, you'll see it eventually. It won't be so cool since I've built it up, but you'll see it. You just have to wait until my messed up-ness overwhelms my dislike for whining poetically, especially on blogs. I have a real love/hate relationship with this thing right now.

Oh yea, and Iowa, YOUR NAME IS IOWA! Not "Megan". Just letting you know.

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HAHA, YOU DISCOVERED THE MORE BUTTON!

Gee, I've never used this "more" thing before...

YOUR REWARD = WHINY BITCHY CRAP THAT I WROTE LAST NIGHT!

(see, I told you you would eventually see it)

The only sad thing about this is that I mean it...

I had a whole lot of love to give. Unfortunately, the only one would would accept it gave none back. Now I am out of love and have no where to go. No one will give love to someone who is loveless.

That is, unless, they are fools like me.

mmm... so, check this out, I will end this trendily by pretending that I hate you and saying something like "fuck you" or something, because that is trendy. Even though I am damn lucky you people give enough of a shit to read this thing in the first place.

Oh, yea... *ahem* :

Fuck You.