12/14/2002 Entry: "good?" So... I guess I have stuff worked out. At the moment I have an understanding of things and the nature of our "relationship" that actually makes sense and I can live with. I've done a lot of thinking about motives recently, partially with the help of Kanga's excellent support/counseling last night. Not really thinking about my motives, I understand all those, but trying to disect and understand Hers. Once that understanding was reached it all made sense and became a lot less painful. I'm very glad I had a chance to talk it out with her today as well. For the moment everything seems back to normal more or less. Hmm... although I can't tell if that nagging feeling in the back of my mind is just a residual effect or a warning that this may not be a permanent state of mind... We'll just have to see, won't we? It's amazing how theraputic it is to type my thoughts into a machine. YAY MACHINE!
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