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12/14/2002 Entry: "lyrics" Every new bit of information I hear first hurts me, then turns into frustration, and sometimes turns into anger. It is the only self defense I have. I will clear my mind of this. I have ways. I learned today that angst is the best fuel one could have while biking. I felt more powerful than I have in along time and I destroyed my body trying to get it out. The result is I road one of the fasted 35 milers I've ever ridden. I had to stop and wait a few times for my riding partner. I need to talk to her, but I am afraid to call her. I don't know why. She has multiple personalities, some piss me off soooo much, but a few apparently have some power over me. I am going to ride hard every day this week. It's the only way I know to clear my mind. On the bright side, I will be in great shape afterwords, assuming I can still walk. I know this is cliche, but it's time for Seager to speak in lyrics. I heard both of these songs recently. It's rare that I can relate to a commercial-ish song. Tainted Love, as common as that is, speaks to my anger rather exactly (except for that in my case, she never loved me back). And POE, in her splendor, describes my borderline insanity and my thoughts very well. Poe get's to go first 'cause she's cooler. Unless you know these songs well you should read these lyrics well. Assuming you care. They are about as perfect as they can get. I promise I'll stop bitching soon. However, tonight, I have to.
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I am sick of being jerked around. I feel like my emotions are being used. I don't think it's concious, but it's happening. I AM FUCKING TIRED OF ALL THIS SHIT!
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