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12/14/2002 Entry: "alchy" This weekend is a study weekend. That kind of sucks. I have huge amounts of micro to study. Yesterday turned out alright though. I participated in my floor's clean the creek deal where we walk through a large section of our creek and pick up the insane amounts of trash there. It's crazy how many asses throw shit in the creek. That and drunk fucks throw the trash cans that are around campus in the creek every few months or so too. Asses. Then I studied for around 5 hours and that sucked. Then came back and helped Mark clean the room, then chilled with Josh and Mark, ordered pizza and watched "Don't be a menace in south central while drinking your juice in the hood." Which uh... was... funny? I think we would have gotten a lot more of those jokes if we'd seen more ghetto movies. Then Johnny and co. threw rocks at my window around 2 or 3 am and we went out there and chilled with them for a few more hours. All except for Mark, who pussed out and went to bed so he could go to bar tending College in the morning. All in all a good night. The only thing that bothered me last night shouldn't have bothered me too much. A good friend of mine who I have mentioned a few times here already came home very drunk last night. I knew she was going to get plastered last night so it was no surprise to me, but damn. For some reason I really hate it when she drinks. I doesn't really bother me when other friends of mine drink, but it bothers me a whole lot when she does. It's not very rational, but then most emotions never are. So, whatever, if it floats her boat then she should do whatever she wants to do. She was apparently having a great time so I'm glad for that. Once again the problem rests solely in my brain and how I look at things. Argh. I miss having control of my mind. I'm not really anti-alcohol, which I think is an impression I give to people. I think alcohol as a general rule is pretty stupid, but I don't hate it. I have a problem with drinking if it becomes someone's life, changes them, addicts them, or if they do it for the wrong reasons. I don't have a problem with the occasional drunk party or the occasional beer or two just hanging out. I'm like that way for most drugs: pot, E, or whatever Spencdaddy happens to be brewing in his organic set. Whatever, as long as it doesn't become your life, make you stupid, turn you into a burnout/zombie, kill you, or hinder you in any other way, the go for it (in moderation). At some point in my life I will most likely have tried drinking, weed, E, and possibly acid. I just don't want to right now. Currently people talking about drinking and throwing up and getting plastered tends to just annoy me. I'm pretty alone in this thought process though, I think. Josh is my only "clean" friend left. Granted, I have friends that don't drink much and maybe only have a beer every few months or something, so I suppose they are like minded for the most part. I think it bothers me more when friends of mine that don't drink very much get drunk (instead of the occasional beer), because it shakes my perception of them. Maybe that's what bothered me so much last night. I wonder who all reads this.
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