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12/14/2002 Entry: "tired of sick" Alright, this is getting ridiculous. It's getting close to a month I've been sick now. And it fucking cycles, gets better during the latter half of the week, and then gets worse during the weekend and first part of the week. It really likes to ruin my weekends. I don't have energy, I can't eat, I can barely talk... it really fucks up any fun. It pretty much limits my activities to watching TV and playing nintendo. I'm too exhausted for anything intellectual and too gimpy for anything social. I managed to get some more prednazone this morning from the doctor, but only in very small doses. It doesn't really do much anymore. The Codeine doesn't really work anymore either, it seems. My throat is re-swelling up, my ability to speak is leaving again, and all I really want is some super powerful painkiller so I can pretend to function. It feels like I've been punched in the face repeatedly. My throat, neck, mouth, jaw, gums, and EAR fucking hurts and aches. I don't get it. It's also beginning to make me fairly irritable. And yea yea, I know, bitch, whine, you just skimmed that thinking "whine whine whine" to yourself. Whatever. I know I'm ten times better off than a lot of sick people. I know it's not so bad compared to someone with cancer. But, I'm going to bitch anyway. I've put up with this for a long time, with it faking like I'm going to get better three fucking times now. I have no idea anymore how long I'll be sick, and I have little hope of feeling better soon. I've never been sick like this before. So, I will bitch and whine here, because there is little more I can do. Oh yea, and study my ass off tomorrow. Fuck. *insert many other swear words here*
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